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Proposal for ‘Twelve Minutes to Hell’ by Timothy Hutchinson
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--David Hemenway Professor of Health Policy / Director of Research |
This memoir reads like a fable conceived by Quentin Tarantino and Tony Soprano - and yet every word is true. The story is gripping and the message is impossible to ignore.
'Twelve Minutes to Hell’
is not only
a book for young people who have taken the wrong fork in the road. It is
also for those still on the straight-and-narrow. Any young adult armed
with
He brings the characters
of his youth to life with a grim reality that can only come from someone
who lived life on the wrong side of society - constantly living one step
away from death and prison.
Some of the unforgettable characters readers will meet include:
'Twelve Minutes to Hell’ is an 85,000-word book written in an informative, yet entertaining style. Although primarily for teens and young adults, this book is for people of all ages who enjoy a captivating story. The pace is fast-forward and the intensity is high-impact. This keeps the reader hanging onto every word, while taking an amazing ride with plenty of twists and turns.
This memoir shows clearly how devastating violence can be for the young. It is brutally honest and impossible to put down, from the first chapter to the last page. Through this book, teens and young adults can find a reward far greater, and longer lasting, than any cheap thrill available on the street.
This is the true story of
a troubled youth who had a very lucky encounter with an intriguing man
named Lustig. This man endured the horrors of Nazi Germany and, having
miraculously survived, came to
Tim is now a speaker who
visits K-12 schools, juvenile detention centers, and youth groups. He
has also been a consultant with the U.S. Department of Justice, MTV, and
the Sharon Osbourne Show. Tim is devoted to showing teens, teachers and
parents how to stop violence, drug abuse, and bullying. This work has
prevented four school shootings and stopped over fifty teen suicides.
Tim is also an EMT credited with saving two lives. He is also a
co-founder of a non-profit organization that helps thousands in
“I
am wiser today for having lived through experiences that no one should
have to live through. In
'Twelve Minutes to Hell’, I show the negative and
positive sides of my life, and clearly show how readers can escape the
tangled web of hate and violence, and how to live a happy and productive
life. My book can make a profound difference in their lives. I wrote it
straight from the heart.
--Tim Hutchinson
The intended readership for ‘Twelve Minutes to Hell’ is teens, young adults,
and parents. The book should also be interesting for readers of all ages
who just enjoy an amazing story. This story is also suitable for
national talk shows.
'Twelve Minutes to Hell’ shares some features in common with very successful books such as the following:
These books have shown that there is a tremendous market for true stories about real lives. 'Twelve Minutes to Hell’ stands out from these others books, because it not only tells a captivating story, but clearly shows what steps the author took, based on his own experience, to save himself from despair.
INTENDED PURCHASERS
The primary purchasers of 'Twelve Minutes to Hell’ will be parents who want it for their teens. Other purchasers include schools, teachers, libraries, and youth counselors. Teens are also intended buyers, and young adults searching for a better way of life. The combined number of potential readers could easily number in the millions
In
There are also thousands of organizations who have regular contact with teens and young adults, including the following.
Publishing houses have marketing departments and marketing plans, but I feel that a book of this importance warrants some investment on the part of the author. Therefore I am prepared to match the publishers marketing budget up to $10,000. I am also prepared to invest a sizeable amount of time and energy working hand-in-hand with the publisher to find promotional opportunities.
I have the energy, motivation and passion to promote this book tirelessly, and I am committed to doing a minimum of five promotional activities per day. These may include the following.
Below I describe some of these activities.
I have already solicited and received endorsements for PR. Some of these endorsements may be suitable for back-cover quotes. Here are some examples.
"My
daughter, Rachel Scott, was the first student murdered at
-- Darrell Scott
“If
I would have been able to read this book beforehand, I wouldn't have
shot those people. It would have helped me to learn from someone whose
life was more screwed up than mine, and was able to turn it around.”
-- Charles Andrew Williams
Mr. Williams is currently serving a 50 year to life sentence in a
"Great
- easy to read and captivating!! I was able to relate to many of your
feelings as you experienced them and expressed them. In my own life
journey of going to juvenile custody at age 8 - living on the streets at
age 10 - - gang banging - drug dealing - ending with a 20 year drug
addiction and 21 years in prison before I was able to overcome and find
redemption. Your book would have helped me tremendously...in the Special
Handing Unit in a maximum security penitentiary - your words struck a
cord in my very soul!!"
-- Serge LeClerc
Mr. LeCerc was once called "The Most Dangerous Criminal in
"Tim
Hutchinson’s story is very inspiring for me … I read this book as a
concerned father and also as a police officer currently working in a
public high school. In this book, Tim tells his story of being bullied
and the horrible life changing road that he was on in his early years.
The big difference in this story is that Tim takes the next step and
digs into the "why?" and "how do we change the
conditions?" for today's youth. I have seen Tim in his interactions
with people and I believe he is an amazing person with an even more
amazing message that needs to be heard by everybody."
-- Chris Goodreau
Police officer in
"This
is a great book; it helped me learn that even if times are so
unbelievably hard just to hold on and that in the end it could turn out
great. I have never read a book with so much bravery and courage that
the author had. I couldn't put down this book almost the whole time I
was reading it! It helped me overcome some problems I have in my life
and made me want to just hold on to the hope that I have left. I have a
much more determined perspective in life after reading
'Twelve Minutes to Hell’!”
--Shadai Schwartz
Ms. Schwartz is a survivor of the
"I
must applaud Tim for his courage to write this book. It was brutally
honest and very thought provoking. I want to purchase copies of this
book to share with fellow co-workers. Our agency's mission is to help
prevent violence. This book would help all of us. Thank you to Tim for
his help in breaking the chain of violence. I am sure this book will
help many teenagers in the coming years."
-- Sue Serley
Ms. Serley is a member of Community Action Counsel.
"Having
made some choices that were not so productive, I found myself in prison
- a direct result of living life similar to what
-- A. Lawton
Omaha
,
"A
MUST READ FOR ALL EDUCATORS!!!
--Jennifer S.
K-12 licensed Principal
Saint Paul, MN
I will continue to gather quotations by writing to a wide assortment of individuals, seeking blurbs, endorsements, and comments, especially from celebrities and other famous people.
To further the collection of endorsements and quotable passages such as these, I intend to do the following.
Every year I speak to approximately 50,000 – 75,000 students, teachers, and parents through student presentations at schools, evening community talks, and service training programs for teachers and counselors. The subjects I cover include the following.
My public speaking plans are as follows.
· National Speakers Association
· Speaking.com
· Jostens.com
· BigSpeak.com
I intend to offer each local and regional bookstore an author presentation and book signing. I will commit to arranging for and attending 30 book reading or signing events in the first three months after book is released and 75 within first six months.
The following are action items for this type of marketing.
Having been media trained and coached by two industry professionals, I am media friendly and have been on local and national television as well as over 260 radio stations.
For radio and TV (in addition to all other types of media) I will maintain an exclusive 1-800 number for them to contact me. This 1-800 number will be routed to my mobile phone, making me available whenever convenient for the media.
Since I have already been on over 260 radio stations talking about teen issues, I will contact those stations about being invited back to discuss the book.
To get booked on radio interviews (by telephone) across the country I will place an ad in Radio & TV Interview Report; Yearbook of Experts’, and Guestfinder.com – plus any other sources recommended by the editor / publisher.
I will contact bookstores in listening area two weeks before interview(s), offering to mention their bookstore on air if they order 25 or more books.
The following are action items for promotion of the book via the television medium.
Because most teens, parents and schools have online access, the internet can play a large role in reaching the target readers, and help propel the book into bestseller status. Action items for this promotional medium are as follows.
a) Manage my current websites: AmericanYouth.net; StopTheBullying.net; LifeCoachingForTeens.com.
b) Promote book through search engines and assure high rankings on Google, Yahoo, MSN and other key search engines through effective keywords.
c) Blog about 'Twelve Minutes to Hell’ on websites that talk about books.
d) Remain active on message boards that deal with parenting, teen and young adult issues and promote book there.
e) Produce and email newsletter geared towards teens, parents, schools, and youth groups. Will feature latest relevant news stories, and articles designed to improve teen’s lives, increase their success in school, and promote strong parent – teen relationships. Each newsletter will mention 'Twelve Minutes to Hell’ in several places, and include info on how reader can obtain a copy.
The following are action items for promoting the book through the media of newspapers and magazines.
· Bottom Line
· Family Circle
· Newsweek
· The New York Times
· Parade Magazine
· Time Magazine
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· Wall Street Journal
· Woman’s Day
· Will consult with editor or publisher on final list of publications to be contacted.
The following are action items for promoting sales of the book to libraries and schools.
· School Library Journal Choice
· Reference Quarterly
· Instructor
· Learning
· ASCD (Association of Supervision and Curriculum Development)
· Principal Leadership
· NASSP (National Association of Secondary School Principals.)
Work towards having books displayed at the conferences for these publications.
The following are action items concerning the sale of 'Twelve Minutes to Hell’ to corporate customers.
· Corporate Meetings & Incentives
· Incentive
· Potentials in Marketing
· Promo Magazine
· Sales & Marketing Magazine
· Sales Marketing Network
· American Society of Association Executives
Action items
for marketing through these media are as follows.
· ‘Foreword This Week’ (ForewordMagazine.com)
· ‘PW Newsline’ (PublishersWeekly.com)
·
‘PublishersLunch’
· ‘Book Marketing Update’ (BookMarket.com)
· PartylinePublishing.com
· InfoComGroup.com
· PublicityHound.com
· The American Society of Journalists Association
· The Authors Guild
· American Booksellers Association.
Announce the book to these associations, attend conferences and meetings - respond to any leads obtained or generated.
· Publishers Marketing Association (PMA-Online.org)
· Combined Book Exhibits (CombinedBook.com)
· Association Book Exhibits (BookExhibit.com).
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· Rocky Mountain Book Festival
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Texas Book Festival, and other fairs in
Gales.com publishes a directory called Trade Shows Worldwide, which lists over 4,000 trade shows and conventions.
Action items for catalog sales are as follows.
· cover letter
· photograph of book cover
· spec sheet
· terms (per editor / publisher.) Sources
· GoogleGuide.com/Catalogs.html
· Buyersindex.com
·
CatalogCity.com
·
CatalogCentral.com
I propose to develop a weekly newspaper column by putting together 15 articles on teens (mentioning my book at end of each article). Then I can work towards syndication.
The following are action
items for syndication.
Page 10: The last thing I remember was the warm trickle of blood as it flowed from my mouth and nose. As the darkness grew deeper and the pain more intense, I lost consciousness.
Page 22: My hand was still on the knife and my left arm was pressing down on his neck. I looked right into his eyes and twisted the knife in his side.
Page 30: I fell to my knees and looked up at him. He had a serious look on his face and was holding a baseball bat. He then told me that he wanted to join the gang Jerry was in. For his initiation he had to kill someone, and that someone was me!
Page 33: Then I walked away. I had preparations to make for tomorrow's big event. Tomorrow I would kill all the jocks at school.
Page 82: I thought about my son a lot. There were a number of questions I'd like to know the answer to. Had I been a good enough dad? If I had taken custody of him sooner would he still be alive? Was his death partly my fault?
Page 103: He knew now that his father, [Adolph] Hitler, in fact was not god, but rather a very horrible person.
Page 181: Imagine that, my
story getting told at the White House. Who would've thought that would
ever happen to a guy like me? Only in
Page 187: I then said the
same thing I did to my own doctor earlier, "Help me!" The
nurse began speaking in a soft, calm voice. “I'm sorry,” she said,
“According to your records you are dying.”
The following action items are not listed in previous sections of this
proposal.
Kids who grow up in tough neighborhoods face gangs, drugs, weapons, dysfunctional families, physical and emotional abuse, and other factors that make life hell.
Tim knows this, because he grew up such a neighborhood and barely survived it. Most days, all he could do was survive and hope to see the next sunrise. Miraculously, he did escape -- scarred, but alive. The challenge now was to salvage the tangled wreckage that barely resembled a life.
What follows is a summary of each chapter in my book, 'Twelve Minutes to Hell’, which I am submitting for publication. It is a memoir that describes my experiences.
*After being beaten one evening by local punks, an injured six year-old Tim lays in a sandbox all night waiting to be rescued.
*His abusive dad beats his oldest brother, who then runs away.
*Tim was an altar boy. He quits, and on the last day, accidentally sets the church afire.
*Tim experiments with drugs and commits numerous other juvenile crimes.
*He begins sneaking out of his house late at night, and on one occasion he witnesses a suicide.
*On another night Tim encounters a man who attempts to sexually assault him. When Tim refuses, the molester beats Tim severely. Tim is hospitalized for several days. While he is in the hospital his parents never visit him. Feeling frightened and alone after his release, he breaks into a neighbor's house and steals a handgun. After using that gun to gain revenge on the molester, he decides that the handgun is his best and closest friend.
*School was no better. Tim is constantly bullied and harassed. Being shorter than most others in his grade, his classmates decided he wouldn't fight back. He wanted to run away but didn't know where he could go, or who to turn to for help.
*Tim's father uses food as an incentive for beating up an older kid. During that fight Tim releases some of his inner pain and experiences an incredible rush of evil that makes him powerful in ways he never knew before.
*Tim slept on a thin mattress in the corner of a dark, damp basement infested with bugs. His drunken father would routinely come there to unleash anger built up during the day. Sometimes he would hit Tim with a 2-by-4 piece of construction lumber. Tim was afraid that his father would kill him. After he was bloody and bruised, his dad left and turned off the small overhead light. (That's when the bugs, those damned centipedes, would come out and begin crawling on him again.) In such occasions, Tim lay in the corner feeling worthless, like the whole world hated him. So he started to hate it back. Because of all the violence and abuse he had seen and experienced, his emotions were on a death march. At a very early age, he had become little more than a cold, heartless, emotionless shell of a person.
*Tim meets another student who is being bullied and together they form a gang called "The Flaming Skulls".
*All goes well until a fight occurs, in which Tim stabs a member of a rival gang. Though his gang subsequently wins the fight, fellow gang members felt the violence went too far and the gang disbands.
*As Tim’s parents divorce he struggles to find new friends. A few days after his fourteenth birthday, he makes friends with other kids, Sean, Kyle, and Ricardo. However, Sean and Ricardo's friendship slowly dwindle away (as the others had before). Kyle went to prison for shooting and killing his dad. Tim wonders if he could have used his own "badness" to shoot Kyle's dad, thus keeping Kyle out of prison.
*Tim forms a friendship with a downtown guy named Vodka, who sold black-market weapons. Tim begins delivering stolen weapons to customers, and learns how to fire an assault rifle.
*Soon Tim becomes a Satanist. "To heck with the 'in crowd,'" he thought. "I don't need them when I'm tapped into this kind of power!"
*Tim’s dad has a party and rapes one of the female guests. Tim lies to the police to protect his dad, and is somewhat surprised that his dad never thanks him.
*A fellow student, Lenny, tries to join a gang; for his initiation he is required to kill someone. Lenny lures Tim into a secluded area and begins beating him with a baseball bat. Somehow he survives, and it takes hours to crawl home during the night.
*A few days later Tim is invited to a pool party and decides to go. Once there he is attacked by some jocks. He leaves the party and decides to attack his high school the next day, and kill all the jocks!
*Tim devises a plan to kill all the jocks at his
high school. After stealing a car, he is stopped only 1 block from
school by Vodka, from whom Time had stolen a firearm. A weapons expert
who later reviewed Tim’s plan estimated that he could have killed
about 400 students. That would have made Tim the largest mass murderer
in
*The same day, after a heated argument with his mom, Tim is taken away by police and made a ward of the state. He is then placed in a group home.
*His court-assigned social worker enrolls Tim into another high school, where he gets revenge on a teacher who embarrassed him in front of the class.
*Tim runs away from the group home and starts breaking into houses during the day. Once inside the invaded house uses it to wash and dry his clothes, eats food from the refrigerator, watches TV, then steals jewelry and guns before leaving. At night he sleeps in caves by the river.
*Finally Tim is caught using a stolen credit card to purchase food. The police arrest him, and place him into another group home. Once there he threatens the adults in charge. Facing personal harm they agree to let Tim do whatever he wants.
*Tim sees his dad again, and the meeting is about what he expected; more stories from his dad about women and whiskey. His dad hands him a crumpled up five-dollar bill and a pack of cigarettes as he drops Tim off at the group home.
*A teacher in school makes an impression on Tim and convinces him to try harder. As Tim's grades improve a female counselor attempts to sexually assault him, then later blames him for the encounter. Tim is expelled from school and placed into an educational facility designed for extreme troublemakers.
*He had only one pair of jeans which were ripped, and several shirts which he washed whenever he broke into a home. Since he had no money he began shoplifting clothes. Then he meets a pimp who teaches him how to turn runaway girls into prostitutes, for which he is paid $500 each. Tim does this long enough to earn the money needed to purchase a new wardrobe. Then he quits. (In a later chapter he learns that one of the girls he turned into a prostitute committed suicide.)
*Tim decides to join the Ku Klux Klan, but on his first outing with them he meets an elderly African-American man who helps Tim realize an important lesson in life. Tim decides to quit the KKK and turns the tables on them in a dramatic way.
*Tim’s mom regains custody of him, but they continue to argue and he finds evidence that she had planned to give all the kids up for adoption and run away with her married lover.
*Tim becomes despondent and after attempting suicide he spends nearly a month in the hospital. Upon his release he drops out of high school, gets his GED, and works part time at menial jobs.
*Tim turns seventeen and joins the Air Force. It turns out to be a short enlistment. Because he fears that he will fail at any job assigned to him, he fakes a mental illness and is honorably discharged.
*Now back in civilian life, he wants to live life
legally. He enrolls in a
*Desperate for cash, he joins up with Johnny and begins stealing snow-blowers from garages, gas stations, and other places.
*During this time he helps Johnny kidnap a man whom Johnny believes is harassing his girlfriend. After driving their captive to a wooded area they give him a severe beating. Later they drop this man off on the shoulder of a major freeway and drive away. Later Tim learns that this young man needed emergency surgery to remove one of his kidneys. Tim remembered that an attorney had gotten his dad off when he was charged with rape, so he too hires an attorney. After being questioned by police, only Johnny is charged with felonies. Johnny is tried, convicted, and sentenced to prison.
*During a poker party at his apartment, Tim leaves the apartment and robs a gas station so he can order pizza for his guests. He is caught and offered a deal: Move out of that city and no charges would be pressed.
*He moves home to his mom's house and begins working third shift at a convenience store, where he sees crazy events unfold, and meets a celebrity.
*Tim meets a girl on a blind date. After getting her pregnant he agrees to settle down and marry her. His son is born but the marriage is short-lived and soon Tim is back to partying and committing crimes. His whole life he had no one to depend on but himself, and he figured all he could do was just hang on and hope to get lucky somewhere, someway, somehow.
*Tim finds another girlfriend and they move in together. Shortly afterwards he is told that his son has died, and his ex-wife is unwilling to give him information on what happened or where the funeral would be. Other than his son, Tim had never loved anyone in his life, and now that his son was apparently dead, Tim's heart goes from hard to stone cold.
*Tim and his girlfriend move around during the next few years as Tim works a string of menial jobs that barely pay the bills. He realizes that he should have gotten a much better education when he was younger, and was trapped in a catch-22 situation: He wants the education needed to get a better job, but can not afford to stop working to get it.
*While working at a pizza shop Tim meets a lady named Jennifer (with whom he quickly falls in love), and breaks up with his girlfriend. His new love came from a good family; the father is a doctor and the mother a social butterfly. She and her siblings attended private schools.
*Wanting to make a good impression, and fueled by
desire to improve his life, Tim devises a scheme to assume a new
identity. With a new driver's license and social security card, he
fabricates a resume. He uses this resume to get a job as an events
coordinator. Soon he is
working with events involving movie production, commercials, a national
TV network coverage of a PGA Pro Golf tournament, NFL Super Bowl, and
*Tim's sister begins dating an unusual man named Don. Soon Don and Tim become roommates and Don initiates conversations about killing people and various techniques for hiding deceased bodies. Tim dismisses these conversations as a joke. Don marries Tim's sister. In a later chapter he finds out that this man was considered by forensic experts to be a worse offender than even Jeffery Dahmer - and was actually acting upon conversations Tim had with him.
*Tim goes to visit his girlfriend at 2 AM to serenade her. Jennifer is flattered until she realizes that Tim is drunk and becomes upset with him. Tim remembers a friend who was killed by a drunk-driver and vows to never drink and drive again.
*Tim's sister learns that her new husband had been in prison for raping two teenage girls. His sister has three young daughters and decides she needs to leave her husband immediately. The family helps her find a new house, and moves her the same day.
*While living at his mom's house he is encouraged
to attend church. He has no real desire to go, but one Sunday he gives
in and goes with her. During the service a man named Lustig shares part
of his life story. Lustig had lived under the influence of Adolph Hitler
at a young age. He speaks about how he was brainwashed into believing
that Hitler was god, and was forced to pray to him. Later when he turned
from Hitler he was forced into a concentration camp where he witnessed
the horrors firsthand. Luckily he survived and had a life-changing
event, which gave him a desire to move to
*Four years after learning of his son's death, Tim receives a letter from the county child support agency. That letter claimed that he owed many thousands of dollars in back support. Upon calling the agency to clear this up, he is told that his son is in fact alive. Angered that he was lied to about his son, Tim decides to go hunting - for his ex-wife!
*Several days pass and he finally locates her as she emerges from a store. He throws her onto the hood of his car, pulls out a knife and threatens to kill her. Just then the thought of what his mentor had been teaching him flashes through his mind. He realizes that he has a decision to make; was he going to kill his ex-wife and spend the rest of his life in prison, or was he going to follow the teachings of his mentor and believe in the possibility of a better life?
*After dating Jennifer for one and a half years Tim proposes to her, and she accepts. He knows getting married means giving up the assumed identity and everything that went with it, including a good job, money, nice car, and so on. But he is confident that with his new knowledge from his mentor, a positive attitude, and the belief he can live a better life working within the system instead of outside of it. Tim walks away from everything and resumes using his old name and identity.
*To make up for his lack of education and work experience Tim tries numerous get-rich-quick schemes and loses thousands of dollars in the process, before realizing that they are not the answer. (Very few people actually make any money with those types of programs.) He admits to Jennifer that he has been wrong about these programs and apologizes. A friend hears about this and emails him a letter about healthy skepticism (included in the book.)
*As the wedding plans come together nicely, Tim and his groomsmen are making plans of their own; to crash the bridal shower - and that's just for starters.
*Finally the day of his wedding arrives and he enters the church a single man with a wild past, and left there a married man with a whole future ahead of him - angry and full of hate as he was before? No, that has been replaced with love for his wife and great hopes for the future.
*The transformation continues as Tim gives up his biker jacket and buys more conservative clothing. He realizes that people are treating him with much more respect now that his image has changed.
*Jennifer is in college training to be a biology teacher.
*Tim begins working as a courier and is surprised that he approved for his first auto loan.
*Tim witnesses a horrific auto accident and tries to help an injured person. Afterwards he decides to attend school for Emergency Medical Technician certification.
*Despite this improvement in his credit, his back-owed child support disqualifies him for a mortgage to buy a house.
*Soon after Tim begins training to be an EMT, he narrowly escapes with his life after being involved in a major car accident which closes a freeway for hours. The paramedics who responded worked for Tim's EMT instructor. Tim later finds out how lucky he is to be alive: Once the paramedics arrived on the scene and saw the severity of the accident, they didn't see how anyone could have lived. In fact, the paramedics were coming to Tim's truck to pronounce him dead.
*Tim continues his certification classes, graduates, and passes hands-on tests. He is awarded his EMT certification.
*After the birth of his two children with Jennifer, Tim reflects back on his life; how difficult it had been, the obstacles he had to overcome, and what role his parents had in that. He writes a letter to both his parents explaining how he feels, and asks them for an explanation.
*His mother contacts him and apologizes. They then
begin working together on a project to benefit thousands of hungry
people in
*His father does not respond at all.
*A footnote in this chapter explains how and why Tim ended up at his father's deathbed, and what transpired there to finalize this matter.
*Tim uses his EMT training to save two lives; the first being his own daughter's.
*While attending his first opera he reflects back on his life and how different it is now. He shares some of the teachings that his mentor gave him, and how he applied them to his life.
*Tim and his mom begin collecting donations of
food, clothing and medical supplies to be shipped to
*Due to a decrease in available work at the courier company where he works, Tim changes employers and becomes a supervisor. However, the company owner is systematically cheating the drivers on their paychecks, and after one driver discovers this, that driver pulls off a stunt that nearly shuts the business down.
*Tim befriends a young foreigner living in the same apartment building. Later he learns that the young man's uncle was a sergeant in the Guyanan army. This man led the first troops into the Jim Jones compound after the mass suicide of 914 people in 1978. From this experience, Tim learns that real men can have, and show emotions.
*Tim asks one of the elders at church for advice on what he should be doing with his future. The answer was clear: Help teens! After the life Tim had lived it seems doubtful to him that he would ever be of any real help to anyone. But he decides to remain open to the possibility.
*Unable to find another courier job, Tim becomes a taxi driver and befriends some of his customers. One of them, Mrs. K, becomes a regular and he enjoys her company.
*A few weeks later right after Tim picks up his last fare of the day, his rider holds him hostage demanding booze, drugs, and a hooker. He survives and decides to quit being a taxi driver. The following day, among other riders, he gives Mrs. K. a ride to and from a restaurant. His last rider was an African-American woman, (same race as the man who held him hostage.) Tim is apprehensive at first, but that quickly subsides as they begin talking and share a unique experience after the fare is dropped off at their destination.
*Months later, Tim is saddened to learn that Mrs. K. was killed by a drug dealer. The killer hid her body and used her apartment for using and dealing drugs. It took weeks for anyone to discover her death.
*Tim has surgery and ends up being in the official doctor’s book of true medical oddities.
*His wife becomes pregnant with their first child.
*Tim has more surgery which goes wrong, causing him to lose 40 lbs.
*He ends up in Intensive Care - then leaves hospital against doctor’s orders as a sacrifice for his wife.
*Tim goes to Mayo Clinic (
*He and his wife attempt to buy a house, but are turned down for a mortgage due to difficulties in Tim’s past. Tim expresses regret over past mistakes and eventually they discover alternate financing and buy a house.
*Tim has a desire to help teens make better decisions in their lives, and begins writing his memoir.
*Columbine shooting; Tim travels to
*Tim talks about the Columbine shooters state of mind; a condition he calls “Diabolical Calmness.”
*Tim describes the discovery of software that
taught them to kill. One part of that computer game was an exact replica
of the inside of
*A young lady is abducted from a convenience store, which prompts a massive search for her.
*Tim’s former roommate (Don) becomes a prime suspect in that abduction. The crime Don committed against the young lady is horrible – and was based on conversations he had with Tim.
*A search of hunting land that Don owned reveals more human bones.
*Forensic experts working on the case call Don worse than Jeffrey Dahmer.
*During interrogation with detectives Tim realizes that crimes he has committed in the past is now past the statute of limitations, and for the first time in many years feels a true sense of relief.
*Tim offers to testify again Don.
*Don is found guilty and sentenced to life in prison without possibility of parole.
*This was voted top story of the year in
*As his condition becomes worse, Tim is rushed to the hospital in an ambulance.
*He runs out of medicine, posts his story on the internet and hundreds reach out to help him.
*As a result Tim’s story is told at the White House to the Vice-President and key members of the Senate.
*Due to ongoing health concerns he has to become a “Mr. Mom”, and shares the struggles he encounters with this.
*Tim continues treatment at his local medical clinic, but his condition worsens. Though doctors are baffled they refuse to refer him back to the Mayo Clinic – without that referral the health insurance company won’t pay for any medical expenses associated with treatment.
*Though very upset with recent events with the doctors, Tim in committed to fighting them; but will work through the system and do things the right way.
*Very weak, Tim crawls up the stairs to make lunch for the kids. He even passes out several times, but refuses to tell his wife. Doing so means she would quit pursuing her continuing education (a dream of hers.)
*He is told that he is terminally ill and has less than 60 days to live.
*A talk show in
*The battle with the health insurance company heats up. This leads to a classic boardroom showdown. What happens there surprises everyone!
*The amazing outcome ...
*The day Tim had hoped and prayed for finally arrives; this is the day he goes to the Mayo Clinic for life-saving treatment.
* What he discovers in the mailbox as they head out quickly becomes a trophy for his struggle.
*Summary of the advice Tim learned which so dramatically changed his life; emerging from the dark tunnel he existed in; writing this book when terminally ill; discovering the freedom of forgiveness.
*Tim begins speaking at schools – is now credited with preventing four school shootings and stopping over fifty teen suicides.
*As he wrote this epilogue he was sitting outside the same high school that he had attempted to attack in earlier life. As he reminisces about that time in his life, he expresses gratitude that he lived to tell this tale and to help others.
*His five-year old daughter saves a friend from being run over by a school bus, knowing that she would be run over instead.
*She survives and brings an entire emergency room to tears when she says her reason for acting so bravely was because her daddy “always said we were supposed to love others.”
*Tim’s daughter is now the youngest person in
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